Tuesday 8 October 2019

Not my Will


Wednesday, October 9, 2019
“Not my Will”

                Jesus prays: “Take this cup from me; yet not my will but yours be done.” Luke 22:42

                Jesus prayed to God that night in the Garden prior to his arrest,
trial and death. He was honest in his prayers when he asked God, “Take this cup,” but at the same time he also prays words that seem in opposition. This is the second side of Jesus’ prayer coin.

                Not what I want-.not my will but yours! Jesus was very honest when he said “Not my will” this is not what he wanted and was ready to give up completely. He was ready to give up with the intent of never claiming a right or interest in what was going to happen. He was ready to abandon the event as it unfolded because it was not His will but God the Father. Yet was this human or divine side of Jesus who was speaking?

                For many people the idea of Jesus even thinking about not fulfilling prophecy through his death is not acceptable. Yet do we really expect Jesus to just go ahead on autopilot and let everything happen as it was foretold? What about his feelings and thoughts, his compassion and love?

                Jesus was really torn about what was to happen. If it was possible to redeem people of their sins in any other way, Jesus was trying to opt in to that solution. But Jesus knows differently. Jesus was real in his thoughts and prayers with the Father—he did not want to die. Take this cup. This is how we pray as well- I don’t want to deal with this- take this cup;  But this is really what I want so take that away and give me the alternative.- We linger and we wonder.

                Yet Jesus turns this around and says—what you want God is what will happen. Philippians 2:6-8 states that “Jesus, who being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death- even death on a cross!

                Jesus made choices: “not my will – but yours “. And then he expressed the abandon of love he has through his earthly life. He feels for those he leaves behind because he loves them. This prayer also shapes us and teaches us. Jesus learned obedience from what he suffered. Yet God provided what he needed to choose the outcome. God’s will was done- on earth as it is in heaven.    

PRAYER
God a part of us can’t believe that Jesus did not want to die yet we can also understand why. He was leaving people he loved very dearly- not just his disciples, but his family and close friends. But he knew that in order to fulfill prophecy and change the world his death had to occur. And so when he prays not my will but yours we are reminded that we live this life because of and through you alone. Help us to be honest in our thoughts and prayers and keep us under your protection. We ask in the name of Jesus our Saviour. Amen.

REFLECTION inspired by Elisa Morgan, “The Prayer coin: Reflections on Prayer” Our Daily Bread Ministries 2019 |I will conclude this series next week!]

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